It's a year until it's officially over..until nothing will ever be again
They say time flies when you're having fun, but no single part of this has been fun yet it feels like only yesterday I was in your arms...
I don't know what happened, or when, or why, or even how...but I know that somewhere along the lines I wandered away and blamed you for it..
It's sad that it took me so long to realize, it's more like pathetic and now I have to sit and smile and pretend that it doesn't affect me, that I am happier than ever..
I never knew how much it would hurt, I was always prepared and ready for those run-into-the-person moments...except for Saturday night
I was caught off guard...both the car and my heart broke suddenly...it was like a wound reopened. and now the scar stares at me every second of every minute of every day..
It's a year until it's officially over...until nothing will ever be again...until the bell chimes and your hand acquires a new found permanent friend...a golden symbol of love...the love I ran from.
They say time flies when you're having fun, but no single part of this has been fun yet it feels like only yesterday I was in your arms...
I don't know what happened, or when, or why, or even how...but I know that somewhere along the lines I wandered away and blamed you for it..
It's sad that it took me so long to realize, it's more like pathetic and now I have to sit and smile and pretend that it doesn't affect me, that I am happier than ever..
I never knew how much it would hurt, I was always prepared and ready for those run-into-the-person moments...except for Saturday night
I was caught off guard...both the car and my heart broke suddenly...it was like a wound reopened. and now the scar stares at me every second of every minute of every day..
It's a year until it's officially over...until nothing will ever be again...until the bell chimes and your hand acquires a new found permanent friend...a golden symbol of love...the love I ran from.
It's amazing how so much can change in just one year... =(
ReplyDeleteDon't fret hun tomorrow's another day.